Miserable & Hot

But not smoking. I'm going to go back on Step 1 of the patch since I inadervently fell off the patch wagon. The falling off the patch has caused me to seriously consider buying a pack. So back to square one!

Smokeless Roadtrip

Eight and a half hours...wish me luck!

Shameful Confession

I did Step 1 of the patch for 4 weeks & quite enjoyed it. It really did help a lot, and I highly recommend it.

I kept forgetting to put on the patch for Step 2, so I just said "fuckit". It has been OK - I do have cravings but I'm really damn lazy - too lazy to go for a pack of smokes.

But really, stay on the program. Don't be a lazy-ass scatterbrain like me.

Gratuitous hottie:

Da Face is Back to Normal

Enough to be the Face of April Cornell?

I Look Like a Chipmunk

It's been less than 48 hours, so I'm not too concerned yet. But I hope I can get my photos done before May 30. I get the feeling that the Face of April Cornell will not look like a puffer fish.

It Was More Like, Than

It was more like this:










Than This:

First Mouth Operation Tomorrow

Please pray the sedation knocks me the fuck out.

First, Valium tonight before bed, then Halcion and some kind of antihistamine at the dentist's office.

Even if I hadn't quit smoking, I wouldn't be allowed to smoke for 5 days after. It's lucky I got a head start!